For the past months, I've been having these numerous peculiar dreams.....no, nightmares for that matter. Every now and than, I keep dreaming of plane crashes. Moreover, I keep dreaming of them in very different ways; it's not like I keep fantasizing about air crashes. Unfortunately, I've had too much of it, I cant even remember all of them.

The last time I had a dream about an air crash was last night, It was by far the worst among all of them. Due to the fact that it directly involves me. I was in that flight.. Don't ask where I was going, the heck i care! I was sitting daw on my seat, with my seatbelt buckled. Then the engines started to make that usual noise you hear when its just starting; it just kept making the noise until it just got louder. The airplane just vibrated and descended nose down and was heading towards earth head on. I was holding on to my seat... When it was about to crash and touch the ground,

I just woke up....

I was literally gasping for air. You know how nightmares go, you could really feel the fear. My eyes were going from left to right, i was still disoriented. For a few seconds, I was still in my nigtmare condition. I was asking myself, "am i okay, where's the plane? am I awake, am i real now?" I was touching myself - my chest, my arms.... - trying to check if i was still surreal or whatever. Awhile after, i was back to reality and i had a li'l recap about the nightmare. So i could still remember everything. I really find the dream creepy for the reason that I was the only one aboard - Nobody was sitting beside me nor were there any other person inside. Was there even a pilot? lol.

What're these dreams suppose to mean, what gives?.........??? .........Is this some sort of premonition T_T

I'm not really into dreams, dreamcatcher and all that bullshiz but somehow I have this feeling that i should reconsider these sort of stuff. My What ifs.....